The flowers led me to ponder Good Friday. What a strange name for one of the darkest days in history. Luke 23 describes the scene: "It was now about noon, and darkness came over the whole land until three in the afternoon, for the sun stopped shining. And the curtain of the temple was torn in two (emphasis mine).
In short, it was a dark, ugly time. But Jesus was not finished. When the women went to tend to his body early on the third day, they did not find him in the tomb as expected. He'd risen from the grave. He was alive.
The name "Impatiens" is derived from the Latin "impatient." They are also known as the "touch-me-not" flower because when their seed capsules mature they explode when touched and send seeds up to several meters away.
What am I sharing all of this? I'm not sure. It just seemed profound to me to ponder Easter and impatience together. I am impatient for so many things. Even as I whine about how fast my children are growing up, I'm impatient for them to reach the next stage. I'm impatient for the next time I get to see my extended family. I'm impatient for the time when I'll have a bigger house (or at least a bigger closet. Please, God?) But mostly, I think I'm impatient with my own maturation process. I want to be more mature and value the things of God more than the things of this world. Just like the seeds of this flower, mature people are attractive to us all. We want our lives to be touched by them.
Jesus Christ is a picture of the maturity that I think we all really seek. A life lived for others and, ultimately, laid down for those who scorned him. I have a long, long way to go. I am so thankful to have not only his example, but his love to guide me.
My prayer for you this Easter is that you would know and experience the incomparable love of Jesus Christ.